meele

           Sa super wlang magawa and sa super epal ng PLDT My DSL na yan ( dahil nagloloko nnman!!    Sumama me kay mommy and coco Aida mag simba VOLUNTARILY.  (w/c is surprising bec im an atheist..   I thought since sa Quiapo naman yun i could buy some DVD di ba?? So yun nga ang nangyari.. Bumili me kanina ng Kim Sam Soon!! Yay!! im so excited hindi ko pa napapanood kasi wla pa si shobe kaya im sure mamaya nde nanaman kami matutulog!! bwhahahaah!!!   Nag pa bili si papa ng Open Water.  It's old na pero havent seen it yet kaya i watch it alone just now.  The movie is short and the main character BOTH Died.  so scary! nde ako takot sa shark before pero im definetly scared now! kawawa naman those bida... so out na ang scuba diving sa listahan ko... whahaha!! 

           Sowee la kwenta entry ko.. i just want to update..   Hopefully tom mag EK na kami noh!! ilan beses na na cancel! nakaka asar na.. i need to get out of here! im so fucking BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUH!!!!    

Currently listening to: Mariah Carey's Album
Currently reading: BLOG BLOG BLOG
Currently watching: Open Water / Kim Sam Soon
Currently feeling: restless

meele

      I just learn JUST NOW that April 1 is the National Atheist Day!  So today is April 4.. im late.. i Guess better late than sorry.. ( or whatever.. ) hehe!

      I-Share ko lang kung why National Atheist Day tuwing April fools Day.  Bec. Accordng sa bible Psalm 14:1 says, "The fool shall say in his heart, 'There is no God'"  So since April 1 is Aprils Foorls Day it become National Atheist Day.. hehe!!

      KAtrina wud prolly say im crazy for posting this ( maybe even pek ) But who cares... So to all Atheist our there April 1st is our day ayt???  

Currently listening to: Nothing..
Currently reading: Blog
Currently watching: 50 1st Date
Currently feeling: tired

meele

      Hay Nako..! i want to make colorful "vintage style" layout... and i end up in this sem--decent semi-boring layout!! 

      Hay..  gs2 ko naman ngayon colorful layout na vintage style..   im never satisfied!! na aasar na me sa sarili ko.. hehe!! siguro this is just an effect of boredom?? whahah!!!  well.. pag tyagaan u muna ang akin lay.. thats just temporary.. 1 hour 30 mins ko lang ginawa yan kaya ganyan.. lolz!!! ill make better one, mga this week or so! lolz!! hehe!

      I love that pic.. wahhaah!! kung legal lang pumatay? wala taung population problem ( and i sure bet na im one of those who kill the most! ) whahaha!!!

Currently listening to: She Is - Kim Sam Soon OST..
Currently reading: Nothing..
Currently feeling: silly

meele

MAY:

        Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

        I Got this from someone's entry while browsing the tabulas.. and its really true!! im stubborn and so hard hearted! hay.. lalo na ung sharp thoughts! Bwhahaha!!

Currently listening to: Nothing
Currently reading: Other people's entry
Currently watching: Nothing
Currently feeling: Stiff Neck.. :(

meele

   AGAIN  

          Dala yan ng super boredom!  Tom makakalayas nanaman me!! yay!! so.. tom.. samahan ko si Kat Kat sa Chang kai Shit. Then Tutuban Kami.. Then.. Mag rerelax ng Hair!! Yay!! lolz!! I hate staying here at home.. nakakalungkot.. feel ko im stuck.. basta! so wag kau ma susurprise if ever tom or next next day new nanaman layout ko..! whahhaha!!

           I'll put more stuff sa next column.. like.. umm.. cute stuffs... ill organize it and make it "terno" to that pic at the top.. i kept the message ( Yung nasa taas )  And cute kasi e.. Madami nakakarelate.. hehehe!!  

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meele

       I was browsing the net because walang magawa.. and i end up in a qoute webring in xanga..i kept reading then i copy and paste two qoutes that caught my sleepy eye.. ill share this to you guys..coz its funny and at the same time.. naka relate me..

Ex boyfriends -
are like an old pair of shoes
you know that you don't need
them anymore, but you don't have
the guts to get rid of them.

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Currently feeling: sleepy

meele

  Im in the middle of making a new layout again  But i promise you ( even to you pek ) that this will be the last one this summer.. because i love it na! (finally im satisfied) As i we're saying.. Im in the middle of making a new layout when i remember na nde ko pa nasusulat here that i finally finished reading the book " Memoirs Of A Geisha " Kat-kat lend it to me.. i read it in less than two days!!! whahaa

  I love it!! although geisha is parang whore nga.. well..in some aspect but.. whatever!! the story is really good,, the twist in the end is unexpected hehe!! Now I can finally watch the movie.. ( baka bumili me ng DVD later with papa ) sabi ko kasi before, the movie seems really good.. but i love reading, kaya if theres a book ill read it muna before watching the film! hehe! Thats what i do in Harry Potter ( And thats the reason i dont watch Lord of The Rings Movies.. nde ko pa nababasa yung book hehe)

Currently listening to: Mary J Blige
Currently reading: Just Finish Reading..
Currently watching: None...
Currently feeling: satisfied

meele

Is this true? i just heard it from my friend Katrina kanina lang.. she said " Cams lam mo ba na balita ipapaban na yung Da Vinci, Pinapastop ng mga Catholic chuchu " and i was like " Hindi nga! e kakabasa ko lang sa newspaper na ayaw ipaban ng Catholic yun kasi mas magiging curious and mga tao. besides sila na mismo nag sabi na fiction lang yung movie! " So which is which? Catholics are so gulo! Ibabanned ba? o hindi??

Well napagisip isip kolang huh

First of all.. Pwede ba talaga nila gawin un? ipastop ang movie? May ganung power sila? ibang level naman

Second! Accrding kay Kat! kung talagang concern ang Catholic sa mga Movies na pinapalabas here sa Philippines dapat Harry Porrer ang unang unang binan because sa withcraft! ( hay! whatever!! nde din pde yun skain noh!! HarrY Potter is one of my priority movies)

Third!! Napaka biased naman ng Catholics! They recommend the movie " Exocism of Emily Rose " kasi this will show that evils exist and mas makakapagpa tatag ng " pananampalataya " ng mga believers nila! pero here comes a movie na sinasabi nilang fiction lang pero ipapa banned nila just because natatakot sila na mga people maniwala sa movie at ma shake ang faith sa god nila.. WHATEVER

No wonder i dont believe in them! wala silang isang salita.. hehe!! una nde ibaban tas now may rumors na ipapaban..! well sorry to say.. pag pinabanned nila ang movie people will be more curious..! hehe!! Mga tao pa naman here sa Philippines, Catholic man or whatever.. lahat pasaway.. ipabanned nila yan.. im sure na blockbuster yan.. or kung nde man talaga mapalabas dadami pa ang bibili ng pirated films.. whahaha!! which is a crime!! whahahha   

Oh and to all people na nagsasabing ipapaban ang movie ang masasabi ko lang is..  

" ITS JUST A FUCKING MOVIE.. KUNG TALAGANG MAY MGA FAITH KAYO SA RELIGION NYO NDE YAN MASISIRA NG ISANG MOVIE LANG! DUHHHHHHHHHH  OH BAKA KAU MISMOS DEEP INSIDE E MAY DOUBT NA SA MGA BELIEFS NYO.. WAHAHAHA TAKE THAT STUPIDOS"

Currently listening to: Mariah AGAIN!!
Currently reading: Nothing..
Currently watching: Kanina Discovry Channel..
Currently feeling: sick

meele

     Im so Effin Bored.. So I played with some lame japanese website.. ( Candybar.co.kr ) Daming avatar for girls and boys i just click and click then i realize.. Im making an outfit that looks like me! whahah.. I got that same shorts but i dont have the top.. ( pero i usually wear white sleeveless top ) I have that shoes din.. But mine is white.. hehe!! Diane ( I call her pek ) Usually wears that kind of outfit (shirt with collar and anything with terno color..).. And she loves green!!! whahahah!! Im so amused by all this.. hehe!! My hair is not brown.. but the same lenght, hehe!! that show how bored i am..

       Tom my  summer class will start.. Almost everyday wholeday ang class ko.. I can't sleep kasi may sipon and ubo ako that makes my head go fuckin'` crazy! hayayayay!!

          He is a guy in Veronica Mars.. Logan!!! Whahaha!! Love him..!!  Cute eyes and cheeks!! whooooohooooooo!!

MORE!!!

Currently listening to: nothing
Currently reading: Nonthing
Currently watching: Veronica Mars
Currently feeling: sore

meele

      Wholeday of Microbio is a pain in the ass ( literally ) Our prof seems to not know the meaning of "system" and "organize" teaching.. what a bitch.. I cant even follow the damn lesson

      At first the lesson was okay.. P.2 about Microbio History.. Then bglang.. P.41.. Prokaryotes.. P.52 Eukaryotes.. P.30 types of Virus..BITCH

      7:30 - 12:00 is our sched, luckily she's one of those lazy ass prof who gives 1 hour break, 1:30 early dismissal.. i guess okay lang un.. besides. more than half of the class dont have a book yet.

      And to top it all off.. After a day of headache in that room.. i checked my tabulas and i saw this tag from a girl... names anna. Nanjan pa din ung tag nya.. but i deleted one tag.. it pissed me off.. i screen shot it for u to see the very obvious fuck.. i mean fact Hehe

      The IP address of "Anna" and 'meelechan" is the same.. Now.. why would she say such thing? I dunno.. hehe! just want to ruin my day? well "Anna" U're not the one who ruined my day.. My effin prof did it for you.. Bwhahah 

      She's so lame! ( Anna ) she didn't even bothered leaving some links for me to talk to her about her "behavior".. takot ba sha sakin? i dunno.. hehe!! Madali naman ako kausap e.. nakalagay jan Ym accnt ko o.. kung may sasabihin kau sakin.. Ym nlang huh? wag kagaya kay "anna" Kaduwagan un  All I can say is this:

"  "

      May soretroat pa din ako.. I cant really talk as much as i want too.. ( meaning i can't badmouth people ) hehe.. thats just a half joke.. But its hard because i can't recite during class.. Hayayayay

      I took a test in whatever website.. and it says " Your alter ego is Cruella De Ville! You hurt little puppies and have bad hair... shame on you! " WAHHAHAHHAHAHAH  I don't hurt puppies and i don't have bad hair but i am EVIL     

Currently listening to: Nothing
Currently reading: Microbio Shit
Currently watching: Nothine
Currently feeling: numb

meele

The Before And After

 Big transformation ba huh?? wahhaha!!!

Survey Out of Boredom::: 

1. Name:
2. Your Nick Names:
4. Place of Birth: Bulacan
5. Zodiac Sign:
6. Male or Female:
7. Age: 20
8. School: Perpetual Help College Manila
9. Occupation: Student ( Nurse )
10. Residence:
11. Screen Name: CereaLKiLLer

Your Appearance

12. Hair Color: Black

Walang 13?????

14. Eye Color: Dark Brown, Almost Black.
15. How do your nails look: Supershort Clean Nails..
17. Do you have a crush on someone right NOW
(truthfully): Hmm... A guy i named " Yao Ming "
18. Do you like yourself: Yes!!
20. Think your attractive: There are certain times.. yeah.. Hehe!!
21. Piercings: Ears
22. Tattoo: None pa naman..
23. Righty or Lefty: Righty

Your 'Firsts'

24. First RollerCoaster: Ek, Dec 27, 2003
25. First cell phone: 1st yr College, 5500 ( I named her Dory )
26. First best friend: Kurt and Kathleen i think..
27. First Award: I Think Grade 5, Sportfest..
28. First Sport You Joined: None.. Hehe..
29. First pet: Fishy Fish
30. First vacation: Forgot
31. First Concert: I dnt have one!!! ( Lame-O )
32. First Love: That would be _ _ _ L

Favorites

33. Movie: Kill Bill
34. TV Show: animax
35. Color:
36. Bands: Im not into bands actually...
37. Song: ALOT.. Im into Mariah's Album now...
38. Food:Spicy Foods!!
39. Drink: Sarsi.. hehe! Red Iced Tea and Melon juice!
40. Candy: umm.. None..
41. Sport : i Like badminton ( I Watch Basketball )
42. Fav sport To Watch: Basketball
43. Brand Of Clothing: Umm.. doesnt really matter but im into People are people..
44. Stores: wala
45. School Subject: English..
46. Animal: Doggie Dog..!
48. Magazines: Candy, Meg.

Currently

49. Eating: None..
50. Drinking: sarsi!
52. Online?: Oo.. always.. Thats why may dsl me..
53. Listening to: Nothing naman.
54. Thinking About: How the hell am i gonna save money?
55. Wanting : a new cellfone and alot of sleep...
56. Watching: Freaky Friday

Your Future

58. Want Kids?: Just One
59. Want to Get Married?: After Im done with being single..
60. Careers in Mind: A ravishing Nurse...

Which is Better With The Opposite Sex

67. Cute or Sexy: Sexy? ay cute.. ay sexy... basta!
68. Lips or Eyes: Lips...
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hugz I like... Kiss i Love.. Ngak!
70. Short or Tall: either
71. Easygoing or serious: Easygoing
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: BOTH
73. Fatty or skinny?: Skinny Guys
74. Sensitive or Loud: Balanced dapat!
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
76. Sweet or Caring: Both
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One:  Both

Have You Ever

78. Kissed a Stranger: No
79. Drank Alcohol: Yes
80. Smoked: No.. Never..
81. Ran Away From Home: Once
82. Broken a Bone: Not yeT
83. Got an X-ray: Yes
84. Broken Someones Heart: dunno
85. Loved someone: Arch, and _ _ _ L
86. Turned Someone Down: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes
88. Cried At School: Yes

Do You Believe In

89. God: NO
90. Miracles: NO
91. Love At First Sight: NO
92. Ghosts: NO
93. Aliens: Yes
94. Soul Mates: Yes...
95. Heaven: No.
96. Hell: No
98. Kissing on The First Date: No
99. Horoscopes: Just for fun i do..

Answer Truthfully

100. Is There Someone You Want But You Know
You Can't Have?
- Angel Joseph Martin.. and the Happy moments we used to have..

Currently listening to: Nothing
Currently reading: Blog
Currently watching: Tv
Currently feeling: sad

meele

Revenge is a dish best served by me... --- Thats my answer to one of the quiz i took out of boredom...

I love Oren-Ishii.. i Love Gogo Yubarie more.. but Oren Ishii kick ass I am so tired  school makes me want to go back on being a broke home bum!! I have my money (as an allowance ) BUT Homework is a death penalty  Reports, Quizzes, Midterm and Finals all this in 10 meetings per subject

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Currently watching: Nip/tuck
Currently feeling: restless

meele

Anorexia is an eating disorder where people starve themselves. Anorexia usually begins in young people around the onset of puberty. Individuals suffering from anorexia have extreme weight loss. Weight loss is usually 15% below the person's normal body weight. People suffering from anorexia are very skinny but are convinced that they are overweight.

Bulimia is characterized by episodes of binge-eating followed by inappropriate methods of weight control (purging). Inappropriate methods of weight control include vomiting, fasting, enemas, excessive use of laxatives and diuretics, or compulsive exercising. Excessive shape and weight concerns are also characteristics of bulimia.

   Im Actually one of them, Im a Bulimic ( Hindi pa ako nag pptheraphy because i dont think i need help yet ) My Bulimia problem is not quite like them, I vomit but not intentionally, Nagsusuka lang ako pag naisip ko na mashadong madami na ang nakain ko, It's involuntary.  I even told my friends na ive got it undercontrol pero not really.

   Naisip ko lang.  Ang sarap sarap kumain and some people nga dont have foods to eat pa.. and here i am throwing up just because i think im fat ( im 10lbs underweight ) Sometimes pa nga i dnt eat because i dont want to spend my money on food.  Mas pinipili ko bumili ng mga gamit like shoes, clothes, accessories kesa mag spend ng money sa food na itatae ko lang. 

   Here's more.  I sometimes feels pressured na as a young lady i want to look my best ( Not for boys mind you ) and i know this will sound mababaw but I also want to have a petite body para mabibili / masosoot ko lahat ng gusto ko.  Besides.  im 5'ft flat. Im very short.. ano nalang magiging itsura ko kung ang taba ko right? ( mukha na akong penguin nun! )

   I looked at the mirror kanina.  And eventhough i gained weight ( 2lbs ) It seems like nawala na ung cheeks ko.. like im an addict na! It scares the hell out of me.. Im the kind of person kasi na kahit super thin malaki pa din ung cheeks.  But its gone na.. I dnt know kung dapat ba matuwa ako or matakot.. damn..

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Currently feeling: restless

meele

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